![]() ![]() ![]() To whom the Father, without Cloud, serene. Accept me, and in mee from these receave The smell of peace toward Mankinde, let him live Before thee reconcil'd, at least his days Numberd, though sad, till Death, his doom (which I To mitigate thus plead, not to reverse) To better life shall yeeld him, where with mee All my redeemd may dwell in joy and bliss, Made one with me as I with thee am one. Now therefore bend thine eare To supplication, heare his sighs though mute Unskilful with what words to pray, let mee Interpret for him, mee his Advocate And propitiation, all his works on mee Good or not good ingraft, my Merit those Shall perfet, and for these my Death shall pay. See Father, what first fruits on Earth are sprung From thy implanted Grace in Man, these Sighs And Prayers, which in this Golden Censer, mixt With Incense, I thy Priest before thee bring, Fruits of more pleasing savour from thy seed Sow'n with contrition in his heart, then those Which his own hand manuring all the Trees Of Paradise could have produc't, ere fall'n From innocence. To Heav'n thir prayers Flew up, nor missed the way, by envious windes Blow'n vagabond or frustrate: in they passd Dimentionless through Heav'nly dores then clad With incense, where the Golden Altar fum'd, By thir great Intercessor, came in sight Before the Fathers Throne: Them the glad Son Presenting, thus to intercede began. I don't want any of it.Thus they in lowliest plight repentant stood Praying, for from the Mercie-seat above Prevenient Grace descending had remov'd The stonie from thir hearts, and made new flesh Regenerat grow instead, that sighs now breath'd Unutterable, which the Spirit of prayer Inspir'd, and wing'd for Heav'n with speedier flight Then loudest Oratorie: yet thir port Not of mean suiters, nor important less Seem'd thir Petition, then when th' ancient Pair In Fables old, less ancient yet then these, Deucalion and chaste Pyrrha to restore The Race of Mankind drownd, before the Shrine Of Themis stood devout. It was after I stared at my reflection for a while and hated what was staring at me. I also had a bad moment of cutting earlier. Who am I? What pathetic person am I really? I'm more comfortable like that but I don't know if it's just the fact that I'm not a boy if I'm a girl that's more comfortable. But does that mean I want to be a girl? I don't know. ![]() More and more, I hate looking at my reflection. On one hand, I look more feminine, and on the other, Endeavor says I'm a poor excuse for a man. I don't really know how to feel about how I look in terms of size anymore. He asked me if I was eating healthy and eating enough. He reminded me to brush my teeth before bed. I hung out with Iida after school to avoid Endeavor and because I don't want to do my homework. Endeavor already beat me for my grades a few times. We have midterms next week, and they expect us to do heaps of work on top of studying for midterms. Stats: Published: Updated: Words: 10204 Chapters: 55/? Comments: 4 Kudos: 83 Bookmarks: 2 Hits: 1792 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia.Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings.
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